Fighting spirit. The reason to live.
Business.. its all about sales.. I am no born salesman(dead fish).. getting into this position comes with real hard work. The main reason.. I am left with no choice.. Only option.. survival..
My guys.. fantastic bunch.. young.. talented full of drive.. setback.. no sense of urgency.. Cannot blame them.. life experiences is not there.. Reasons for me.. knowing wat I want.. simple.. I lost too much.. I want it back!
Fighting sales.. very challenging.. very tiring.. the effort you put in differentiate you from the rest. I need it.. I must get it! Is it worthwhile.. haha.. wat do you think.. without this spirit, dead fish might be decomposing long ago..
So how does the dead fish remain fresh.. Fighting spirit.. Max qouted.. if you want it.. you will get it.. nothing come by accident. You deserve wat you get. If you are poor.. you deserve it.. If you are loaded.. you deserve it! Dead fish.. has the spirit..
Relating it to something else.. haha.. I gained some I lost some.. but i deserve it.. Someone in my heart.. its not gonna be possible anymore.. but who to blame.. I deserve it..Haiz..
Just removed my Mask of hope.. Ah! feel so light.. feel so free.. Behind the same 4 walls.. surfing the net.. same music lingers in the background.. dead fish again… In my own world..
‘ Image of Ms E.. appearing.. haiz..just an image… In my heart, in my mind.. How to let it made known! Its painful.. but better painful then sorry.. better distance then lost.. better with hope then none.’
